Suffering From Burnout

Is it possible to have a spirit coffee mug? If so, I found mine at a thrift store. What is funny is that just about everything in my life operates in the low battery red zone. My phone is constantly gasping for its last breath. The gas tank in my car is always quite dehydrated too. More than that though, my emotional state can be configured into a battery with a few drips of life left.

Being an adult sucks. It really does. I am not sure what age you become an “official” adult but I know many of us had to grow up too soon. When I should have been secure & supported (at least emotionally), I had to survive. Let me tell you, this is one of the hardest strength training exercises you will ever go through. Often, I have heard or even said myself, “that made me stronger.” Did it really though? I feel like we have to say that so that we do not resort to screaming “I’m tired as all hell of this shit life is throwing at me.”

Currently, there are several challenging things happening in my life that are probably putting me in this positive mindset this morning (not). I woke up to finding out we had been outbid by three other people on a house my husband & I were trying to buy. So there goes that. I walked into the laundry room and stepped in cat vomit liquid. That always sets the day off to a good start. I’m suffering from crazy exhaustion & cramps. I’m out of space to store my Poshmark breakable items. Currently they are lined up on the floor. The sink is full of dishes, there is laundry to be folded, the bed is not made, I need to go buy a box to mail an order……I can’t even right now…. And of course, my phone is dead.